Meatsuit on the Moon

       Today I will be attuned to the Reiki Master level. It's been a long journey for me to reach this point and I did not take an easy path. My cynicism, repeated painful experiences, and extraordinary experiences are all a part of this apex in this journey.       Anyone who has taken this path as a healer or intuitive guide of sorts knows that we have a tendency to be extremely hard on ourselves, but the truth is we are as human as we can be if not more.  Learning to allow myself to be human and still seek a path of a healer has been a hard to balance.  Balancing joyful things, pain, punishment etc. I feel pain and sadness through external forces that I cannot control. I love. That in itself for me has been extremely challenging and beautifully overwhelming.  To allow love in my life is something proven to be complicated and amazingly joyful. Balancing life in general. To deny that I feel does not serve me in accepting that I am human, and I can be a Reiki healer as well. The tw